stuff!!!

oh man, i am so sorry i haven't updated in like a week!
i got caught up in schoolwork and sc duties so i haven't been very free the first few days of school!

also i think i lost the wedding photos so unfortunately i don't think there'll be a continuation to my wedding post. :(

i'll blog about something else soon, till then!

xoxo

feelings

rant under cut

mwah.

so don't stress,
don't cry,
we don't need no wings to fly,
just take my hand.
- as long as you love me, justin bieber

hello! i'm back again hahaha. i major upgrade my blog wtf damn tired of the cloud cloud whatever lol. it's like damn boring somemore i use firefox also cannot see the background!!!

so i guess my new blog theme is like the japanese fairy kei brand SPANK! it's an actual brand ok don't come laugh at me, i'll beat u up. another long post so i'll put it under cut

sweet dreams, timaeus.

i never shall forget the night i made six rappers run, 

although i didn't have a knife, a blackjack, or a gun.

i proved myself a hero of a very high degree, 

i ran for home and six of them were running after me! 

- i'm a member of the midnight crew 

hey sup sup sup. 

homestuck released another volume of great music like wow??? wow. volume 9 is like a mix of emotions haha i also dunno what to feel because it's just like a mix of new characters and meenah and roxy giving a pumpkin to someone and ar and john, jade and ds ghOST BUSTING AND WOW CUTIES??? anyway you should listen to volume 9 rn.

i also dunno what i wanna blog about today hahahaha i just wanna update this space from gross feelings lol. 

i'm not feeling better actually i feel like shit but let's not go there aight???? hahhhhhhh. 

so hey let's look at photos from when my relatives decided to pay a visit. see you at the end!

edit: put it under a cut

13 again.

more dry stuff i didn't cover under the cut.

14.

hello, long time no update haha.

well anyway, i think a lot of things have happened and obviously i'm too lazy to go through all of them so i guess i'll just... skim through?

lsp was on the first week of the june holidays! i was late on the first day then kena paiseh infront of everyone hahaha. but it was honestly quite okay and i enjoyed learning. i guess maybe it's because i concentrate better with lesser people in the class? whatever, i learned how to factorize properly that's the important part!!!!! hahhhhh.

so ya anyway, i lepak at home for a bit before my brain kick into gear again... i just felt like a loser y'know, like going back to lsp classes all. the sad thing here is that i actually can study, i just choose not to. so i got really really worried about the future like what am i going to do? i still haven't decided on whether i'm going to take art or sciences. will i pass my classes? i'm failing three classes as i type this. will i get accepted into the school i want to go in when i graduate? will i even pass my o's? what if i end up a deadbeat with a 8 - 10 job at a supermarket with a prom night baby and a drunkard for a husband? i know it's still a little too early to think of all this but i'm 14 now, and a friend of mine is already working for his family etc. i don't know, i just feel really really behind.

thus i decided to take a break from tumblring all that.. i really miss all my friends online but i don't think i know how to socialize properly in real life anymore, man.

i don't know, i'm just confused about a whole lot of things haha...

on to better things!

today was my 14th birthday!

i spent it over at diane and pauline's house with winna, miguel, haziqah and denise 'watching' glee haha. more like me and diane watching and flaming rachel berry while the others jamming in the room! but hey, it was fun anyway! we ate noodles and made a mess of the house but i finished half of season 1. man, rachel is just fucking dumb okay, finn brought her bowling and she asked "do i have to put my fingers into the holes (of the bowling ball)?" what the hell of course la!!!!!!!! ugh i just don't like her ok.

kurt is really really cute though omfg his face is really pale but he has rosy cheeks omfg omfg piss on me man. finn and kurt would actually make a cute couple though??? ok i'll shut up about glee now.

i got called to clementi for dinner by my parents around 5+ and i met with my childhood friend haaaaaaaaahhhhhh. he's fucking tall la!!!!! like 170 or taller. man why am i still so short!!

but yeah i think that's all for today? it's generally been an okay day but i can't help but point out the differences to myself haha.

goodnight and thanks for all the birthday wishes on my facebook/twitter/whatever.