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紅包拿來

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给你 black eye!

hahaha omg. i know this is super late la, but w/e, at least i made a post about it right!
anyway, image heavy under the cut.
how i spent my C N Y!

bloop.

I was thinking about you, 

Thinking about me,
Thinking about us,
What we gonna' be.
- Just a Dream, Nelly 

haha oh man hello!!!

sorry i neh upd8 for the weekend, i was lazy yep.
more stuff under the cut! (◡‿◡✿)

hmm just some thoughts.

day 17 - i hate getting mad cause i know right after that i’m going to get sad and mopey.

hi 

yep tru fax right there

a little after i got dumped like uncountable times on trollmegle ( ngl i felt like i did p ok today compared to yesterday, or this dave is just a fucking douche. ) i got really sad and started to be like:

"maybe i am a really shitty john/jake/roxy."

"maybe they don't want nsfw!"

"maybe i just suck."


and idk, i just feel really insecure about it. like, i feel like rping is one of the few good things i actually excel in, and if i lose this skill i'll just fall into this dark abyss of nothingness. :/

idk, maybe is just me being really lame and stupid. but idk, i just... can't help feeling that way.

is this like a gemini moodswing thing shit??? if it is then being a gemini sucks major horses' ass.

another point, i really really hope i haven't drifted too far from the people i met last year during the holidays, they were a really fun bunch of people to be around and, fuck, i really miss them so much.

like, i miss them possibly even more than 1/1. sighs.

i miss having actual friends that you can come clean to and talk about things you like together.

if you're one of those people, i love you, i really do.

last thing, ugh so what if i watch porn oh my god i have had it with people being all shocked, guys can watch girls cannot la? that's pretty sexist eh. :/

i guess i'm gonna go to bed now, school tomorrow, so goodnight! <3

You're my kryptonite.

roses are red
violets are blue
shit im fucking high
 how the fuck are you???

 

hello! how the fuck are you??? heheh just kidding.

school starts tomorrow again! oh gosh, third week already! so fast, i have NO IDEA what to feel about this. half of me is happy that this horrible year is gonna be over soon, and the other half is really scared cause i'm gonna be taking my o levels soon.

yeah anyway, school again, geog 4 periods eh! gonna die. somemore must carry deadly combo of gi + laptop! lucky my bag gonna empty tmr, left my school books under the bed, gonna get the locker key from molly so i can leave my gi in the dojo! sighs, then must buy vol 2 science tomorrow cause farmer wang wanna use wtf. maybe i'll borrow from gary or clarice lmao. must remember to print DnT work in the MRL too! geog also but eh. sighs mr yong confirm gonna kill me one, last week i was way too busy to print.

trained on tuesday, wednesday, friday and saturday to recruit sec ones! oh my gosh they were way cuties. except for some. some are rude butts!!!! especially this year's 1/1. i last year seriously not this rude one lor please! sighs. anyway trained after a damn long time results in cramps, and thanks to the combo of 2.4 and training my muscles seriously screaming at me rn. -.- 

but i'm training again tomorrow!!!!!! please more sec ones leh, we need more bois desu. 

oh yeah then after training on monday winna, alex, samuel and i stayed back to talk about bunny life HAHAHAHAHA mad funny la we ended up staying till like 7. got my dad to fetch me home cause i needed to pee and this hobo was masturb8ing infront of me i swear.

shall end this blog post soon. :BBB 

ok anyway i slept for 19 hours cause i was damn tired after CCA open house, but it was fun! got praised by molly somemore eh hehehe. then i woke up to go on trollmegle but people kept dumping me, but it was down after awhile sighs. it was up and down for the rest of the day but i think it's p stable now! but if it gets down again try msparp.com! pretty cool too ehheheh. 

ok shall go now! eating pizza for supper and waiting for this kawaii baby to reply heheheh.

everytime dave talks about his girl fans, or who he's just boned in a back alley, my chest tightens.

it becomes worse when he bursts into detailed paragraphs of what he does to her. every single moan, turn of head, every touch on his body.

i sit there and scroll through our pesterchum window, staring at the red texted words as paragraph after paragraph turns up.

sometimes i imagine myself instead of her, and i cross my legs and try not to think of the growing tent in my pants.

sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

it got worse when dad asked me to attend school. of course i had to end up with a hot girl who read sbahj!

but she was more accepting than the rest of my class, so i rolled with it.

i didn't think much of it when i told dave, of course. desperate to let him know i scored a chick for once, i told him.

i realized my mistake when he started showing interest in her, miranda, and foolishly i gave him her facebook. hahaha, naive right?

dave checked up her number in the phonebook, and i groaned inwardly.

feeble attempts at trying to get him to stop didn't work, and i was pointedly ignored with a "let me show you how it works egbert."

i sat back in my chair, defeated, and waited for him to come back.

excuse the singlish and profanities (◡‿◡✿)

AIYA U SHUDDUP LA JOHN BEING NOT A HOMOSEXUAL IS NOT FUCKING CANON.
NEITHER IS HIM BEING A HOMOSEXUAL.
NOTHING IS FUCKING CONFIRMED SO U CAN SHUT THE FUCK UP AND SUCK YOUR OWN DICK.
He said it like ONCE to karkat in canon, A GUY WHO HE HAD NEVER MET BEFORE and was rude BUT WAS HITTING ON HIM.
HOW WOULD U KNOW HE’S NOT USING IT AS AN EXCUSE HUH. U JOHN EGBERT AH????? NO RIGHT? U HUSSIE AH? NO. SO STFU.
STFU AND LET ME HAVE MY KAWAII BOYS IN LUV LA.
ok shall eat now sighs that was tiring. (づ￣ ³￣)づ

butterfly kisses.

i automatically assume everyone dislikes me unless every individual states otherwise which means you have to tell me yourself that you actually enjoy my presence in order for me to believe that you don’t dislike me how difficult is it to understand that

- aly

 gpoy me, lol. 

ok hi!!!!

hi i'm back to annoy you lol. technically it's saturday = weekends already so stfu. Yeeeee first week of school is over, wasn't really that bad woaAAaaaAAAh. Ya, not really that bad, but it's really more stressful now, you can tell. More homework, more rush, needa learn more before we take exams, streaming year bros, must buck up already ehh. i still wanna ms lee and mr fok my teacher eh! ms wong also.
the new maths teacher go damn fast, like one day only teach two topics finish already wtf? yeeee and the english teacher newbie, no one listen to her hahahaha sighs. science teacher is mr wang, need i say more? no right? good.

really need to buck up already, don't wanna fail anything. shall write some goals here!!!!!

• English → A1 
• Maths → C6 or C4
• Chinese → D7!!! at least. 
• Science → B3
• Geography → B3
• D&T → B3
• MAP → A2
• Art → A1 or A2!!!

yeeeee let's work hard this year heh heh heh.
no but seriously, i really hope to get those marks. and be SC! Ms Cath say she put down my name for SC already heheh and somemore she say i was one of the first few people she think of! honored man. :B

anyway, moving on, hahaha, today is the start of sec one camp! this morning walk past their classes to look see look see a bit, then got this 1/2 boy come ask me how to take attendance omg, damn cute wtf? hahahahaha omg but the 1/1 super quiet like us last year eh! so cute, but i ask them open window they never?????? rude. ):< jk jk jk j kjkjk.


saw ryan, martin, yuxuan, and uhh jasmine in school today!! hehehh i was like "omg ryan should i say hi to him,," then he say "ya! go la, come follow me." then i neh go wtf i should've. but he said hi to me anyway la. hahahahah omg then i text yuxuan then he cannot guess it's me wtf like one whole day liao eh! still cannot guess. heh heh heh then spent like $7 at 7-11 on food, went to the nearby playground at beth's place to eat and nua for like one hour talking about stupid shit. speculating about what, gay seniors la, porn la, 11/11/11 la. hahaha all this nonsense. :B

anyway, came back and went on to trollmegle, like wtf only 3 people online? got karkat that was looking for sollux and i rp sol for him after the third time of bumnping into him or so, no offence but he was p ooc so i uh hahahaha y'know. then i tried jake english with a Di?? but also p ooc so i uh. finally got a good dave for my kawaii hammertime but he lost connection uuuuuuugh.

but yeah! hahahaha my life my choices omg. gonna sleep after i finish this blog post and some other things!

#afactaday - i get jealous really easily even if i don't know you that well, but i'm probably p attached to you for some reason or another.

p.s. yuxuan u should reply me back soon HAHAHA

sugoi like fuck

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best dave it is him.

yeeeeeeeeee headcanons

what if when the entire time dave and john were playing gay chicken with each other they were actually serious
but john is a dumbbutt so he’s like “o shit waht if he really likes me i can’t ruin his fUTURE.” when he was younger cause he genuinely thought Dave was cool when he was a young ~*~ fledgling ~*~ so he blurted “no m’not a homo” but now he kinda regrets that cause he sees how laaaaaame stributt is but actually p funny and hot so he wouldn’t mind being in a r/s with him heh.

and dave’s like too cool to break his coolkid mask to confess. and it’s just like “shit well damn i lost my chance he said no homo o well” and he ends up in this r/s w this guy that looks like john but just for the sex cause that guy rly looks like john and once during sex he said john’s name instead but the guy was like “k w/e” and dave was like “man sorry i can’t do this anymore” and he just jacks off to smuppets or some shit instead
and that’s why dave h8s those smuppets so much cause it reminds him of john and stuff.

and the whole time these two dumb boys are just like “shit he doesn’t like me.„” and “no homo„,” but they’re actually ttly in luv.

bonus!!!! bro gets rly mad when dave gets his uh all over the smuppets cause he has to wash them and shit BUT he totally understands cause y’kno idk jake and bro when he was younger he was like that too!!! and he gives dave advice all the time

and uhhh

i want to do a davejohn rp where john asks “dave can i suck you off?”
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i don’t know is that ooc……………………???
???
i don’t actually care though i just really„, wANT IT„„„„
wait no
and then dave gets all flustered when he asks that
like y’kno they’re just chilling w games soda and pizza etc
and john just springs that question while looking at the screen and chewing pizza
and dave

cutie dave

he just drops the controller and goes

“wait what john are you being serious here”

“mhmmmmm.”

“if this is a joke m’gonna hit you”

“it’s not a joke!”

“oh.”
“….”
“ok then go ahead”

omg
and u kno
after all their inbed shenanigans
dave just holds john close and nuzzles into his hair and says

“dude you sure that was your first time”
“are you calling me a slut or something dave?”
“no because that sucked”
“k i’m never doing it for you again.”
“no im kidding it was good do it again next time”

bUT JOHN doesn’t hear that because he’s snoring already and he was actually half asleep earlier omg……….

yeeeee m'gonna go shower now ahahaha
proper blog post during the weekends! <3

hit me with your best shot ヽ(΄◞ิ౪◟ิ‵)ノ

We must be swift as a coursing river, 

With all the force of a great typhoon,
With all the strength of a raging fire,
Mysterious as the dark side of,
The moon.

- I'll Make A Man out of You, Li Shang

hi!!!

school is later on in the day!

i still have nail polish on my nails and i haven’t bought any school books.
my life haaaaaahahaha.
no seriously tho i don’t wanna go. >:[
i’ve met lotsa new ~*~ friends ~*~ and i don’t wanna leave u. (◉◞౪◟◉‵)
but i have to go anyway HAHA man why am i getting all sappy w/e.
s’the new year so i’m not gonna give a fuck. ☆ヽ(ゝω・`) ノ

ubububuuuuuuu
don’t wanna leave my computER„,
i hope no one snoops in it and looks at my files while i’m at school
i collected lotsa nsfw this holiday
but ughhhhhhhhhhh
m’going to BED SO I CAN WAKE UP TOMORrow and i don’t wanna leeeeeeeeeeave
help i might be too attached to tumblr…………………….
or more to the people ON tumblr........................ ......... ...

anyway, school shit aside ( ps clarice gonna lend me nail polish remover tmr so i'm cool w that heh. ),
what is with the people on trollmegle? :/
no don't get me wrong, the people there are nice, but SOMETIMES, SOME people are just plain RUDE.

always complaining that they’ve seen you how many times. our fandom is so huge, you probably met two different johns, and then you come up to me and say “fuck stop coming to me” well I CAN’T HELP IT, IT’S RANDOM GENERATED.
If you want someone other than a John etc, YOU say something first then!
ugh piss me off so bad.
roleplaying is a damn hobby, stop saying i’m ooc or whatever, it’s trollmegle, calm the FUCK down. Different people roleplay different characters their OWN way, I’m sorry I don’t fit your damn headcanons. TELL ME WHAT’S WRONG WITH MY RPING, DON’T TELL ME OH YOU’RE SOOOOO OOC. TELL ME SOME POINTERS SINCE YOU’RE OBVIOUSLY BETTER THAN ME THEN.
even joan kena man. 

"omfg this one person i got was like

“GIVE ME A LITTLE FUCKING VARIETY”

and i totes would have changed who i was rping for them if they asked nicely gfbdhuf"

trollmegle is random generated, can't help who you're meeting. GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD omg. 

also the people on pesterchum, the people behind canon handles change all the time, don't come and say "lol we were friends yesterday." sorry I don't remember that cause I wasn't on yesterday, it was someone else.

ugh yeeeeeeeeeeee ok thas all for today i guess here have some rule 63 strider piccus of me. 

yeeeeeeeee ok bye!!! gonna 'sleep early' for today. (◡‿◡✿)

obligatory end of 2011 post

Candied pumpkins, sweet egg bread,
we love rising from the dead.

Carpals, tarsals, vertabrae,
that's us clicking on parade!

- Skeletons on Parade, Ludo

mhm hmm, hello!!

let's talk about 2011.

k well in a nutshell, i met lots and lots of new friends, dumped some old ones, sifted through them with a fine tooth comb, and i can safely say the friends i'm friends with now ( read: not blocked on twitter ) are pretty ok. BUT the friends i talk to on a daily basis ( read: no one from school lol ) are actually the coolest ones. Let's see... uhhhmm I've met, Charlie, Lené, and Ike. they're pretty cool. heh heh heh.
Lesseeeee uhhh hm. I met Charlie and Lene ( no stfu i'm not going to do the e thing. ):< )) on trollmegle, Charlie when i was being Eridan, and Lene when i was being Runawaystuck!John p kawaii hehehehe. Oh you should read the one with me and Charlie its p sexy heheheh.
Moving on to Ike tho, I met Stribabe on Pesterchum while I was on John's canon handle and I went to bug Strider to find out who he liked. :B . Seems p friendly tho HAHAHAHA no scratch that, he is really friendly.

[09:25:07] TG: .......

[09:25:11] TG: this is serious egbert

[09:25:19] EB: what?

[09:25:19] TG: you

[09:25:22] EB: what.

[09:25:25] TG: you love me like for real you

[09:25:28] TG: you LOVE

[09:25:28] TG: me

[09:25:51] EB: yes!! stop changing the subject matter back to this!

[09:27:22] TG: oh uh

[09:27:26] TG: alright well i might

[09:27:30] TG: i mean

[09:27:46] EB: what exactly do you mean?

[09:30:19] TG: uh

[09:30:29] TG: i might feel kind of sort of that way about you too

Same goes for Lene and Charlie tho heheheheheh. Charlie's the best tho she drew Dave in a tux for me cause i told her i like dave strider and suits. (◡‿◡✿)

Moving on to others, I'd like to thank all my twitter followers who haven't unfollowed me yet, thanks for putting up with my shit yo. My timeline forever about dicks and gay fictional characters.

Special Mentions:

Sandra, Clarice, Anita, Ni Jia, Winna, Miguel, Cassiopeia, Charlie, Lené and Ike.

Thanks for putting up with my shit bros, hahahahaha, last three, m'sorry I get really jealous and I'm p much p possessive sometimes, m'sorry if I uhhhhhh offend you or anything! I'm just a kid. It's hard, it's hard and nobody understands. It's hard and throbbing.

But yeah, thanks you guys! Hahahahaha look forward to me being a douche or w/e next year. (:

Anyway, yeah, I joined tumblr in uhhhh March? And i found out about homestuck through Dana and Tori omg they were the two first blogs I followed. i googled up homestuck, and at first i didn't read it cause it looked like shit and i was like "lol cannot be la..............." but it was mspa. I took a long time to finish it. in between i got caught up in harry potter and kpop, which are both very good fandoms too, but homestuck definitely has to be the best.

It really is the best fandom to me, it has good art, good cosplayers, good roleplayers, good music makers, voice actors, you name it we probably have it. it's also one of the most fun ones i've been in, and thanks to homestuck, i've dabbled in rp and i do like it quite alot. i mean i did in the kuroshitsuji board too, but that was pretty much crack rp. although sometimes this fandom has it's shitty moments, ( jfc i got insulted on my john rp on trollmegle cause i was too ooc? i got one of the best johns i know to look it over and he said it was fine, i rped later on with one of the best striders out there and they said i was perfect, so suck on it trollmegle anon. ) i still do love it very much. the popular artists and all that in our little fandom are actually pretty humble, and friendly too. even hussie is really friendly himself, did you know how many books he offered to sign just for this fandom? more than 200. they hardly pick any fights with anyone, and even if they do they just end up being ok again, and it'll just turn out to be a little ahem anon misunderstanding etc. this fandom also has like what, so many inside jokes, and we all understand each other.


these little heads on cylinders have actually made an impact on my life, it has made me a better artist, and roleplayer too. i might not be the best, but i improved darlings, and that's what i'm happy about.

so i'd like to give hussie, andrew hussie, creator of MSPaintAdventures a big hand, thank you, thank you really for making Homestuck, thank you.

not done yet hahahaha you suck.

this year was also a year that was literally a rollercoaster of emotions for me.
i cried over a boy for the first time, in public, and two boys actually came over asking if i was alright.
i cried a little over a girl cause i was jealous, and i didn't clearing things up with her before misunderstanding.
m'not saying anything, but these mistakes, encounters have made me, me. and i'm never gonna change for anyone.

[08:47:57] TG: im not going to do shit because someone wants me to
[08:48:11] TG: if it doesnt make me happy then im not going to put myself in an uncomfortably crappy situtation

also i'm pretty excited for school even if i haven't bought any books omg lmao, school starts tomorrow and i'm going with an empty bag.

oh well, that's me.


enjoy your new years' everyone!!
hugs and kisses xoxoxo ☆~(ゝω・`)ノ ♥ ♥ ♥